Sunday, October 14, 2007

Our Angel

Last night, at about 1am, our sweet little baby went to be with Jesus.

I had some light blood show up at 7pm with cramping, and we went to the ER to get an ultrasound. In the 7 hour wait, I miscarried our precious little one. I saw it... Yes, there had been just one. An ultrasound confirmed no fetal pole, no yolk sac. My blood HCG beta was already down to 42.

Jonathan and I are very sad and mourning our precious child in heaven, who only had a little over 4 weeks on earth in my womb. We don't doubt God, but this hurts all the more for what it took to get here. Pray for us.

8 comments:

JJandFive said...

Oh Denise, I am so sorry.
Juli

Susi said...

"At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship and said:
"Naked I came from my mother's womb,
and naked I will depart.
The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away;
may the name of the LORD be praised.""

I grieve and rejoice with you, Denise.

Robin said...

Oh Denise...I am so sad and will be praying for you and Jonathan. May you know God's presence and His peace and comfort.

Claudia said...

Denise, I am so sorry I don't even know what to say. Hold on to your faith that has grown so much through all of this. You and Jonathan are in our prayers.

Carolyn said...

I am brokenhearted for you. :( *hugs*

Jeanie said...

Denise- Words cannot express the sorrow I feel for you. Please know we will be praying for you, as we have been. I pray that the Lord would bring the sweet comfort that only HE can bring. You & Jonathan are Heroes in the faith to many, and your response to this heartbreak is affecting the many who watch you. Thank you for your amazing example.

Rebecca Swan said...

We are mourning with you. May God pour out a special measure of grace and comfort through this difficult time. Praying for you!

Lindsay said...

My heart is deeply saddened for you and Jonathan. You will be in my prayers continually. Our God is faithful and He will help you in this dark hour.
Love, Lindsay Gibson